Five months postpartum and I’m pretty much the same as I was before I got pregnant except better because my breasts are way nicer and now I’ve got a beautiful baby daughter
Feather’s got it in her head that she’s got to guard the baby, she’s always lying down or sitting in front of Asha and making sure nobody approaches. She barks her fool head off at any sign of “danger,” anytime someone rings the doorbell or knocks, anytime someone comes down the stairs, (we call this MAN ON STAIRS), she does it to our roommates, she even does it to Dylan, I’m the only one she doesn’t do it to actually. She’s given herself this job, MUST GUARD THE BABY, at all times, at all costs. It’s a tiny bit annoying, but it’s mostly adorable and amazing. Let’s hear it for Feather, who, as far as dogs go, is one of the world’s best. We love you Feather. Daisy too, Daisy has lick mania and Feather has bark tourette’s.
I often wander around the house chanting old advertising jingles that have permanently damaged my brain. I’ll suddenly appear before Dylan and in an aggressive singsong remark, “Shopper’s drug mart! Everything you want in a drug store.” Dylan will gaze at me stonily and pretend nothing audible just happened. Later I’ll make another sudden appearance before Dylan and announce, “Fabricland! FABRICLAND.” Again Dylan will maintain an impassivity that is impressively total. When he can’t manage it, I’ll detect within him a mental effort to count his blessings. Sometimes it’s plain he’s come up short. In unrelated but equally compelling news, my sense of direction is shockingly poor. That’s why I call myself a Disoriental.
Asha’s so happy Dylan’s home, she’s still asleep with him now, this is the latest she’s ever slept, she’s trying to clock some extra time with daddy. You should see the loving looks she keeps giving him. I was nursing her this morning in bed and she kept pausing to turn and look at Dylan, her eyes sparkling and her whole face shining. She turned her little body towards him and gazed at him a while, perused his elbow, opened her mouth wide and tried to nurse off it. She gave me a little shy side eye knowing that something wasn’t quite right but she hoped for reassurance regardless. It was the cutest.
I am a bit gutted to not be at Shambhala right now with my special crew, it’s my first time missing in 11 years. Good thing the company I’m keeping instead is so freaking cute. For those of you who are there however be sure to catch ill.Gates at Village Stage tonight at 9 PM!
I couldn’t ask for a better partner, husband or friend. You are the best and the best baby daddy. We love you ill.Gates! Happy birthday Dylan!
Shout outs to Feather and Daisy for being my ride or dies in canine form. Yous some fine ass bitches, the sweetest BFFs a girl could ask for. Thank you Eddie Izm for blessing me with these two and making an already good life better.
Mirage Gstaad is a sophisticated outdoor sculpture in the shape of a log cabin by Doug Aitken on display in Switzerland. It reflects and interacts with the local landscape and the changing seasons. NUSSLI implemented this sculpture according to the artist’s specifications and it took NUSSLI engineers several weeks to develop it to meet all design requirements.
Mirage Gstaad is surrounded by mountains and remains in place throughout the winter requiring it to have a roof that can withstand massive snow loads. The entire facade is completely mirrored without the mounting system being visible. The NUSSLI team tested various mounting options and materials to ensure that the facade’s panels would not warp in high summer nor low winter temperatures and also that it would always have a uniformly flat reflective surface.
A timber substructure was erected on a temporary screw foundation which was then mirrored with composite panels using a special suspension system. All walls have a reflective surface on the inside and outside including the ceiling but not the floor. Mirage Gstaad measures 180 square meters and is located along a hiking trail at an altitude of 1100 meters. This location made it more challenging to transport building materials.
Working together with Vogelwarte Sempach (Swiss Bird Protection Society), vertical black lines were installed on the facade to counter the distraction from the reflective surfaces for migrating and breeding birds and to make the building more visible. The structure was also verified via 3D model for no interference with sunlight reflection during the year for neighbours as well as air traffic.
I should have known you were trouble
KIIARA FEAT. ASHLEY ALL DAY Dopemang
BAAUER Tep Tep
OF THE TREES Everglade March
CHAMPAGNE DRIP Show Me The Stars
WHAT SO NOT, SKRILLEX FEAT. KLP Goh
JON KENNEDY Iron Lung
SHLOHMO By Myself
CONGO NATTY FEAT. REBEL MC & 2NICE Rebel
MANU CHAO Bongo Bong (Ed Solo & Deekline Remix)
FLUME, HWLS FEAT. SLOWTHAI High Beams
AYO JAY Let Him Go
MASICKA 10 Outta 10
JADU HEART The Cure
FLUME FEAT. KAI Never Be Like You (Martin Solveig Remix)
DJ ZINC That Sound
HIGH CONTRAST FEAT. CALLUM BEATTIE Save Somebody (S.P.Y. vs High Contrast Remix)
TROYBOI FEAT. BYP What We Do
TASKA BLACK, DROELOE FEAT. CUT_ Running Away
LUXE LAREDO FEAT. HONEY LAROCHELLE No Man’s Land (ill.Gates, R/D Remix)
SPIDERHOUND Throw My Hands Up
No one is perfect. We don’t always do the best thing or the right thing. We sometimes do and say hurtful things. We cannot erase the past. We can only confess what happened and admit to being wrong. We can ask for forgiveness and try to act differently in the future. The best thing we can do with the failures of the past is to let them be history. Accept that they happened. Accept that it hurt and that it may still hurt. Acknowledge failure and ask for forgiveness. We can’t erase the past but we can accept it as the past. We can choose to live today free from the failures of yesterday through forgiveness. Because love does not keep a record of wrongs and love does not keep score. Forgiveness is the way of love. It is the choice to work together in order to move forward.
Asha loves her new Skip Hop Silver Lining Cloud Baby Multi Play Mat and Activity Gym and so do I, it’s of very good and cute design. One of the plush mobile toys though squeaks when squeezed and it was all over for Daisy the moment she noticed. Now that squeaky mobile is all she can think of and although Daisy has a whole basket full of fine squeaky toys it’s the new plush squeaking toy that’s best of all for being forbidden. Now Daisy fetches and brings her own favourite toys and lies in the center of the play mat and I have to remove her whenever I catch her, I’ve even caught Feather once lying on her side all spread out enjoying the new illicit comforts. Feather normally is such a dog’s dog, she’s happy lying on the cold hard floor right at my feet relaxed but guarding mom and baby from the world. Speaking of baby in three days this little cutie turns three months old.